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Food [Oct. 25th, 2009|11:10 am]
I inadvertantly lost four pounds about a month ago and I was not at all happy because when I lose weight I lose muscle and boobs--I don't have anything else to lose except bone density, & I am trying to avoid that, too. So I've been making weekly trips to my local health market and I am not allowed to rely on eating food made on campus unless it is an emergency or a treat; the other day one of my math kids offered me this ridiculous piece of cake that looked like it might send one straight into a sugar coma. I graciously accepted it, ate a handful of cashews, and then enjoyed every bite of the white and chocolate marbled, cherry-fudge-death covered decadence. A friend walked by and said "Cody! You said you are not eating refined sugars or flour!" I had to remind him that I am not seeking those things out (yes, that means no more pastrami and saurkraut hot pockets from our bakery after my cross-circuit training class, either; they were undeniably setting me up for mid-day crash sessions) but I will never turn down a gift. Refining one's habits does not mean that one has to place rigid proscriptions on everything one deems unhealthy--that's just plain silly. In the case of the death by chocolate and cherries cake, I ate some protein first and had eaten a good breakfast that day, so I was not going to worry about it. So I've gained back the four pounds I've lost plus two. My secret: Quinoa Gold every morning with nuts for breakfast, Kombucha with whatever happens that day for lunch, and a giant glass of goatmilk every night before bed.

The whole thing with the cake got me thinking: why do people get so bent out of shape over food? Not just food, but consumables in general? I have a friend who is vegetarian, trying to go vegan. She purchased some potato salad one day and then freaked out when she took a bite and tasted bacon. She took it back and exchanged it for some cottage cheese and fruit and was still upset with herself for eating animal products. So I asked her "why?" She said it was out of respect for all living things. Pfft. Without thinking about her feelings I snapped, "So it is more respectful to throw it away when you relize it has meat than to just graciously accept it and eat it?" She didn't say anything and I could tell her feelings were hurt. Honestly, I think that a lot of people who have stringent dietary and lifestyle restrictions do it because a) they are sanctimonious twits, b) they are afraid of something, in denial about something, or otherwise ruled by guilt, or c) in rare instances some people really do need to follow a strict set of guidelines--or else they'll die.

One day I was enjoying a hamburger with bacon and blue cheese with a friend. A woman walked by and said--"oh, that looks good. What, do you like, take two bites and then throw it away." I just smiled and said, "No, I plan to eat the whole thing." She then made a rude comment about how skinny I was and how I was probably going to go and barf it up. So I just tapped my tooth and said, "WRONG. Check it out. Strong tooth enamel." It was obvious to me that she was judging me but it was coming from her own sense of guilt and self-contempt.

Now I can see the sense in avoiding cow products because one does not want to support non-sustainable agricultural practices. (I like goat goodies way more, anyway). I can see avoiding things sprayed with pesticides and not wanting to eat a lot of refined sugars and flour. What I can't see is being so neurotic about it that you would rather go hungry for a week than eat something that you would not ordinarily eat, or feeling guilty when you eat something yummy that you know is not "good" for you.

Maybe some day my love for all consumables will jump up and bite me in the ass. I seriously doubt it.
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Death is the Martyr of Beauty [Aug. 25th, 2009|03:31 pm]
[current mind-set | concerned]

I hiked the ridge up Lambert Dome in Yosemite yesterday. I had to stop and ask myself: are the trees dying at an alarming rate, or is this place just long overdue for a good fire? I know a healthy ecosystem when I see one, and this is not a healthy ecosystem...



I noticed a lot of the same things up by Kennedy Meadows a few weeks ago when I went up there for a class at Baker Station; the trees are dying, the meadows are trampled and barren and there is trash along all of the streams.

I stopped and listened to the tourists talk about how magnificent and beautiful it all is and it was like listening to naive little children marvel over the making of a corpse. Now I certainly think that there is an element of tragic beauty still present in places like this, but I am beginning to think that the reason why I favor deserts to forests is because it is not as much of a harsh, in-your-face, reality-check to enjoy them.

Deserts are already barren and the halophiles and resilient little creatures that inhabit them are well-suited for extreme conditions. The difference is similar to that of observing a leathery mummy that is beautiful for the sake of being devoid of life and being an observer of a beautiful, vibrant creature suffering from the premature throes of death inflicted by a swarming frenzy of parasites: us. Let's make sure we appreciate the beauty of her body while we trample her to death.
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Sustainable Energy, Blood, Wine & an Earthy Beverage to Wash it all Down [Aug. 20th, 2009|02:50 pm]
[current mind-set | menstruating]

BAM! Quinoa Gold! I just spent a few days in Humboldt County and this beverage was quite possibly the best new thing I've found--liquid- food-wise--in the past several months. I was able to eat a small hunk of sprouted grain and dried fruit bread, slam a bottle of the golden brew, and then hike for a good few miles before feeling the need to nibble again.

And so a spoon will work for obtaining ingredient x, if one ever should need it, but I've found the Diva Cup to be one of the best things ever--and not solely for that reason. I give what I don't use to my houseplant. The only thing I didn't like about my period before the Diva Cup was the damn cotton plugs that I had to deal with. Now I can enjoy the experience of menstruation with more fervor and freedom! It was a bit pricey for a silicon cup, but now that I've tried it I will never turn back. In fact, I might even buy an extra one to keep in my purse...

Just so you know, The Spaniard is still the best wine, ever. No further comment necessary.

And now I feel the need to share my new-found appreciation for Beetroot juice. Have you been visiting your local beet fields lately? If not, don't despair! Biotta will get you there! I don't recommend the stuff straight. Nor do I recommend this stuff straight. Mix the two together and the transformation is divine. Add a few more ingredients, such as Blueberry Pomegranate juice & some Elderberry Extract and you're golden. Just golden. The elderberry extract will even make prune juice tolerable and if you get just the right mixture of carrot, orange, beet, pomegranate, blueberry, elderberry and prune you wind up with this almost nutty, earthy flavor that makes you feel like you are consuming a nutrient-rich, living, intelligent thing. Got prana?

On a side note, while looking for a pom wonderful link, I found something about as silly as a pill. Now I am not anti-pill. But people. Enjoy the beverage, already! There is no reason to take it in a pill.
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A sonnet for Kali [Oct. 27th, 2007|01:24 pm]
[current mind-set | creative]
[soundtrack |Tom Waits]

So I had to write my own Sonnet in my English class. It is 14 lines with the rhyme scheme of abab, cdcd, efef, gg, but I don't know if I got the iambic pentameter down. Blargh. I am rather proud of it. I spent probably about 15 minues of precious time, that will never be replaced, on the thing. At any rate, here it goes:

Shiva is shava without Shakti’s breath:
Upon his corpse Kali Shakti dances.
Animate the corpse; copulate with death;
Kali is Maya; her soul entrances.
Feasting on her children, straight from her womb,
Destruction and renewal; time unwinds.
Her body a shrine, her yoni a tomb;
Devours and gives birth to each thing she finds.
A garland of heads, a garter of arms,
Adorn her body; she carries a scythe.
Her tongue is a razor; each thing she harms
Gives rise to ephemeral beauty--life.
Without Kali Shakti we’d ne’er exist
Without death and decay we’d ne’er know bliss.



--I put footnotes on most of the unfamiliar words for my english class, but didn't think I'd need to here...
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World Culture Essay [Mar. 25th, 2007|10:11 am]
[current mind-set | awake]
[soundtrack |Love and Rockets]

The Origins of Eschatology and its Effect on Modern Culture )
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Comparative Mythology essay topic: Time: Cyclic versus Linear... [Feb. 4th, 2007|10:01 am]
[current mind-set | busy]
[soundtrack |David Bowie]

The Eschatology of the West and the Mantanvara of the East )
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The diamond conspiracy vs. extraterrestrial gemstones [Apr. 6th, 2006|03:45 pm]
[current mind-set | awake]
[soundtrack |Death in June]

Why I will never own a diamond. There are much better gemstones in the world. Some from out of this world... :-)

Now moldavite is something else. 15 million years ago, a massive meteor collided with our planet. The meteor fell over what is now called the Moldau River valley in the Czech Republic. There are two theories as to the origins of moldavite. Some geologists believe that it was actually formed in the earth as a direct result of heat and pressure from large meteorites that were embedded in the earth. A second group theorize that the moldavite is a meteor itself, that formed after cooling in the earth’s atmosphere.


raw moldavite tektite


These green gems are among the most rare minerals on earth and have been prized by humans for over 20,000 years. Moldavite is the only known gemstone of extraterrestrial origin. It is believed by many that moldavite was the green stone in the holy grail. It is also believed to be one of the oldest gemstones on earth.


faceted moldavite


You guessed it, I am treating myself to a moldavite piece for my birthday. My birthstone is diamond, but I don't want one of those... :-)
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Masonic Cave [Aug. 19th, 2005|06:31 pm]


I found this cave completely by accident last weekend. I also visited Black Chasm, but did not have a chance to grab my camera for the tour so these were the only cave pictures I got that weekend. Black Chasm is nowhere near the adventure you get at California Caverns, but it is far more beautiful to look at. The helectites look like a bunch of dragons and ribbons coming out of the cave walls. I plan to visit again soon because there is allegedly another Masonic Cave in the area, not open to the public for tours, but people are allowed to explore it, if they can find it. ;-)

two more )
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Historical Columbia [May. 30th, 2005|05:41 pm]
[current mind-set | blah]
[soundtrack |Chopin]



Masonic hats, aprons, a Jacques De Molay Ken doll, a moth eaten dove, and a book store full of 93 cent items )


The Masonic Lodge
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Legends [May. 23rd, 2005|03:45 pm]
[current mind-set | moody]
[soundtrack |The Cure - Bird mad girl]

In case anyone didn't believe me about how rad this place was...

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two more )
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Old Books [Apr. 20th, 2005|08:07 am]
[current mind-set | grateful]

Jackson has two really cool book stores. Used and Rare books on Main Street is a godsend in the way of variety and the fact that they have some very old and very rare books. Their prices are reasonable, but can usually be beat by looking around the Amazon and Barnes and Noble sites.

Then there is a book store up on a hill in a back road off the highway that apparently has been there for years but I only found out about it in the past couple of years. Being that it is right up a few miles from Jackson, my old stomping ground, and I just recently found out about it, well, that would indicate how hidden it is. I have no idea what it is called. It is an old Victorian house that this old lady has, and you go in and have to be careful as to not trip over the PILES AND PILES of books. Two hours are easily eaten up in such a store.

Yesterday she gave me a pile of books (because she likes me and they were 'paperbacks') and she sold me a second pile of books for a very fair price. She gave me the paperbacks for buying the hard backs. The only thing that concerns me is that I can't see how she stays in business, because they books are amazing and she practically pays you to take them by offering such low prices.

There really isn't much in the way of 'occult books' I don't think she buys them if they have the word 'occult' or 'magic[k]' in the title. In fact, I don't think she even carries 'wicca' 'tarot' or 'divination'. Her religion section is huge and is mostly books about Jesus. She is a devout Christian and loves George Bush. If I showed her THIS picture she would probably cry, but I like her so i am not going to do that.

At any rate, I got the following in hardback:

Tennyson's Poems; A huge antique collection of poems, the first few pages are loose but the book is in otherwise great condition.

A Forest of Kings; The untold story of the Ancient Maya.

The Inquisition; By Ecclesia Militans. Full of illustrations. Great whether you are interested in learning about the inquisition, or you are just some pervert that gets a kick out of looking at medieval torture devices.

The History of Freemasonry; By Albert Gallatin Mackey. This is a Barnes and Noble hardback, it creeped me out at first, get this; I am a dork, because it is bound exactly the same way all Jehovah's Witness publications are. Is that a good reason to find one's self creeped out by a book?

Milton's Paradise Lost. Some butt plug pulled out the illustrations, so she gave this one to me for free. Yes, another antique. (There were no publication year stamps in either book) The cover is damaged but very pretty.

And the paperbacks!

The Templars and the Assassins - The Militia of Heaven It was brand new, still had the inner traditions post card in the middle of it. I have been wanting this book for a while.

The Hill Caves of the Yucatan - A search for Evidence of Man's Antiquity in the caverns of Central America.

The Annals of Cakchiquels and Title of the Lords of Totonicapan; Translated from Quiche and Mayan by multiple authors.


G.I.Gurdjieff - Meetings with remarkable men

BABAJI (Volume two) The Polestar of Kriya; By Swami Satyeswarananda Giri

The Tao Te Ching; I have read this several times, when I was a teenager it was the only 'religions' or 'spiritual' book that I didn't want to throw across the room (or that didn't throw itself across the room) or that I didn't want to burn. Oh, and in my teenager years I used a lot of bible pages for rolling papers. At any rate, I have been wanting to read this book again.

Siddhartha; By Herman Hesse. I went through a phases when I was really into Buddhism, I am more interested in other things these days. I am sure I will probably go through other Buddhist spurts, so I picked it up for later.

Aristotle - The Politics. I seriously need to read all of the Penguin classics.

At any rate, I am going to be good and finish at least a few of the books I am working on before I start a new one. Oh, and the lady charged me $40 for all of those books. She also never charges tax.
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Aldous Huxley Do what you will, this world is a fiction and is made up of contradiction [Apr. 7th, 2005|09:43 pm]
[current mind-set | impressed]

Logic, it is true, enables us to transcend immediate experience, to infer from the known existence of A and B the hitherto unsuspected existence of C. In practice, however, we always try to verify experimentally the theoretical results obtained by logical argument. Not so much because we mistrust the logical process as because we mistrust the premises from which the process must start. For if our premises do not correspond with reality, the conclusions, though obtained by logically faultless deduction, will also fail to correspond to reality. Hence the need to test results experimentally. The external world has proved to be surprisingly obedient to logic...

...An oak chair made by machinery for any one of a million Babbits is radically different from an oak chair made by a mediaeval craftsman for a prince of the church. The two chairs are different in the quality of what we are forced, for lack of better expressions, to call their souls, their characters, their forms of life... To the gross senses the chair seems solid and substantial. But the gross senses can be refined by means of instruments. Closer observations are made, as the result of which we are forced to conclude that the chair is 'really' a swarm of electrical charges whizzing about in empty space... All that we are finally justified in affirming is that the psychological experience called the 'substantial chair' must be regarded as 'true' in one set of circumstances while the experience, 'electric charge chair' must be regarded as 'true' in other circumstances and for other purposes. The substantial chair experience is felt to be intrinsically more satisfactory because we are accustomed to it. Our normal everyday life is passed in the midst, not of whizzing electrical charges, but of substantial objects. Both types of chairs are abstractions. But while the substantial chair is an abstraction easily made from memories of innumerable sensations of sight and touch, the electric charge chair is a difficult and far-fetched abstraction from certain visual sensations so excessively rare (they can only come to us in the course of elaborate experiments) that not one man in a million has ever been in the position to make it for himself. The overwhelming majority of us accept the electric-charge chair on authority, as good Catholics accept transubstantiation. We have faith and we believe. Quite without genuine conviction. What we are genuinely convinced of is the solid substantiality of chairs. Which is 'really' illusory...

He then goes on about Human Nature and Divine Nature, monotheism vs. polytheism, some highly controversial topics that I dare not repeat in a public post, and, well, over all, I just love this man. I will go to bed reading about how much he detests Plutocracies and how even degenerate Aristocracies preserve a certain decency in comparison.

I have suggested his 'Perennial Philosophy' to several people. I have a feeling this book will take its place.
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April, how I love you so... [Apr. 7th, 2005|10:04 am]
[current mind-set | creative]
[soundtrack |The Sisters of Mercy]

Bonsai!! )

Thistles!! )
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Non-duality [Mar. 29th, 2005|08:33 pm]
[current mind-set | contemplative]

What is non-duality?

In order to gain an understanding of non-duality, perhaps we should first explore duality. What is duality? Dual means ‘of or having to do with two’. It is interesting that the root meaning ‘two’ connotes badness. The Greek prefix ‘dys’ and the Latin ‘dis’ are both derived from ‘duo’. We have words like ‘dubious’ and ‘doubt’ and to doubt is to be double minded.

Behold but One in all things; it is the second that leads you astray. –Kabir

This insight into the nature of ‘good’ and ‘evil’ is not confined exclusively to the Saint, but is recognized obscurely by every human being who knows language. For language is often wiser, not merely than the vulgar, but even than the wisest who speak it. It sometimes locks up truths. Truths which were once well known, but have been forgotten.

Now that I am done plagiarizing bits of pages 10 and 11 of Aldous Huxley’s Perennial Philosophy my own essay can begin. Again, what is Non-Duality?

Non-duality would be union. Words like Religion and Yoga indicate this, as Yoga means ‘to yoke’ and religion means ‘to bind’. I like to think of non-duality as a multifaceted gem; there are many surfaces that can be explored, and depending on what angle you look at it from, the light seems to shine most brilliantly from certain facets, so now I will explore how I see non-duality, one facet at a time.

The most common perception of non-duality seems to be the idea that a person who understands and comprehends it would exclaim ‘All is one! All one or none!’ (sorry I couldn’t resist with the Dr.Bronner’s) as in everything being equal, and anything indicating otherwise is merely an illusion. I would have to say that for the most part this is a bogus perception, although I will say that there is a type of ‘ultimate reality’ in which ‘non-duality- is indeed ‘no-thing’. Some people see this as being a dangerous side effect of mysticism in which the aspirant that believes in it should literally collapse into a nihilistic state of non existence, we could only wish that for these people this would actually happen swiftly and painlessly, but we are not going to hold our breath. The fact of the matter is there is a form of non-duality that is indeed no thing in which one transcends the ego completely and they do not reincarnate. This is non-duality as it is commonly taught in the Sutras. The sutras being for all, this level of attainment is attainable by all, and according to some, is the only level of attainment for a Pashu nature being living in the Kali Yuga.

The Kali Yuga being the age of Iron, the structure of spiritual realization has crumbled and all that is left is the decaying feet of clay. Kali Yuga also depicted as a cow standing on one leg, the legs of the three prior world ages have collapsed. Understanding of the Yugas, and the concept of involution and the degeneracy that is prevalent in this modern age where everything is covered in dross, material, and anything of a spiritual nature is difficult to discern because it is so cloaked in dross… well, understanding this is important in order to understand non-duality, especially if you want to understand it from the Tantric perspective, rather than the Sutra perspective that leads to realization of ‘no self’ and the material plane is transcended altogether.

The Tantrics see an apparent conundrum in the false dichotomy created by the notion of ‘non-duality’ and ‘physical existence’ being viewed as two separate things. It becomes apparent in that statement with the words ‘two and different’ placing non-duality and physical existence’ in direct opposition with each other, so while one can transcend cyclic existence, one’s transcendence into ‘no-thing’ does not blot out the physical world for the rest of us. They might be at the final destination of ultimate reality, but to think all will dissolve with them is absurd. In fact, this is where the notion of Nirvana and Sangsara being one and the same resonates with so many aspirants. This is where we realize that the notion of a liberated being existing in physical form may not be common, but is possible. The question is, who can attain this? How? Some say that only the remnants from the Yugas prior to Kali can attain this. That The Viras, from the silver and bronze ages, could aspire to this while the Divyas, which could be likened to Bodhisattvas, are already there, and only here to assist Pashu nature beings in transcendence.

With this observation, it would make sense that only a Pashu nature being would be caught up in things like perpetuating egalitarianism and be partial to a democracy, (more appropriately termed oligarchy by Aleister Crowley) while the remnants of the otherwise extinguished ‘spiritual races’ would favor things like Aristocracy. For the Pashu is not predispositioned to master the material plane, they really do not want to do the work involved, and most importantly, they don’t understand non-duality on any level, or any of it’s many facets because they can’t see past the dross that the All in All is cloaked in. They fool themselves into thinking we are all equal as a birthright. If this indeed were the case, the notion of varying levels of attainment and working to master the astral plane would be redundant. The notion of another being able to reach levels of attainment while still employing techniques that require the ability to differentiate object from subject; the use of the intellect, a function of the ego; employing the ego as a means to the end rather than seeking to simply transcend it altogether from the get go, well, it can be bothersome to people who would rather pull everything down to their level of understanding rather than bring themselves up. They want their cake and eat it too. They want the easy route that leads to ‘no thing’ but they want to claim mastery over the material plane simultaneously. They argue that pointing out the work involved with mastering the material plane and intellectualizing it means a person is caught up in duality, when more appropriately, when properly understood, non-duality in it’s truest form, when you take all of the many facets of the one gem, encompasses things like language and thought and transcends them at the same time. This is the difference between non-duality for a person who can only hope to achieve the nihilistic collapse of ego into no thing; may their transcendence be swift and painless, and a person who has the ability to be a true magician, a true master, a demigod, capable of convincing the universe to conform with his will.
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Trophy Turkey [Mar. 6th, 2005|04:39 pm]
[current mind-set | mellow]
[soundtrack |Bauhaus]

I went for a hike today and managed to get pretty close to some wild turkeys.

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He was strutting his stuff big time, as you can see. Damn I would make a good hunter. ;-)
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Yoga Program [Mar. 3rd, 2005|11:06 am]
[current mind-set | contemplative]
[soundtrack |Dead Can Dance]

I thought of a decent idea for a seven week Yoga program I am going to do. Each week I will go through asanas that 'open' a specific chakra. I will start with Muladhara, of course, (opening the pelvis, muscle controls that pertain to that region, the simplest pranayama exercises, etc.) and at the end of each week, I will dedicate my session to meditating on a painting of the chakra. If I feel that the meditation was successful, I will move on to the next one, if I don't, I will go through another week of working with that chakra. (So it might take more than seven weeks, but it will be a seven week minimum. Kinda cool if you think about it; 49 days; the bardo, anyway...)

Also, as a part of my goal, I have decided that I need to dedicate a minimum of 45 minutes either in the daytime of the evening to focus on advanced asana and balancing poses. (I am usually pretty good, but my balance was horrid this moring, I am finding that morning practice is going to have its fair share of obstacles.)

I drank less coffee than usual yesterday, and am doing the same today. For this seven week period I am not going to allow myself to stay up past 10. Eventually I should be able to get by with as litle as 6 hours of sleep a night, but I am not even going to pretend that I can do that now just because I want it to be the case. Nope, this cranky lil girl needs at least 8 hours in order to function.

Also, I am going to write an essay on each chakra (in my own words, no cut and paste jobs ;-) once I think I am ready to move on to the next one. I will probably eventually do this with the tree of life as well, but want to start with what I am most familiar and comforatable with.

Here are the paintings I did a while back that I will be using before I move on to other things )

Feel free to grab any of them you like and print them up if you want them for personal use. :-)
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Yoga [Mar. 2nd, 2005|06:41 am]
[current mind-set | accomplished]
[soundtrack |Mozart]

I made a deal with myself not too long ago that I was going to start getting up early to do yoga and to write. I got up at 5 this morning and did yoga until 6:15. I put in a classical music cassette because I didn't feel like listening to the chickens. I used candles for light, and started with a warm up of Suryanamaskar. (Sun salutations) I think my current goal will be to be able to go through my old yoga routine until I can do it upon awakening without having to do modified versions. Doing yoga after you have been up moving around half the day is a lot easier as far as flexibility is concerned, but I found this morning that my mind only wandered a few times and it was easy to redirect it to the breath when it strayed. I did pranayama before bed, but my nose is still a little bit stuffy from the cold, so I will have to work on that as well. I still plan to do 15 minutes of asana here and there throughout the day. I also plan to start up with daily club-swinging again. (way better than poi, and IMO, when done properly, just as effective as martial arts.)

Now my goal is to cut down of coffee. (I am addicted to it and shouldn’t be.)

I have some questions as far as Yantra Yoga is concerned. I have two cats that like to be wing-nuts in the morning, and there is a whole yard full of noisy chickens. Should I try getting earplugs or something that will block out the sounds? Should I listen to music so the noises can kind of intermingle? If anyone has any suggestions for ways to not be distracted by sounds, please let me know.
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Seven Sisters [Feb. 17th, 2005|10:35 pm]
[current mind-set | tired]
[soundtrack |Gonna go drift off to Christian Death]

I did some reading about the Pleiades (the seven stars/seven sisters in the constellation of Taurus) tonight and laughed at myself for being such a death rocker... I am convinced Rozz Williams was singing about the one who transformed herself into a comet when the city of Troy was destroyed. Now I need to go listen to Electra descending before I go to bed to see if I am on crack or not.

I found an interesting article on the book of Revelation, there are so many references to seven in that book, the seven sisters being only one of them. Then there is seven squared, which is 49, the number of days one is in the Bardo. AAAAAAACK! You may or may not have just found that funny. If so it is OK. Laugh. I am laughing at my self. Go ahead. Point and laugh. If I start writing longer footnotes than actual text, you can really start laughing. Seriously. I am going to bed now. If any of you have any info on the Pleiades, lemme know. It would be most appreciated.
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(no subject) [Feb. 7th, 2005|09:42 am]
[current mind-set | creative]
[soundtrack |Perfect Cirlce, Prefect Cricle, perfekt curcle ACK nevermind]



My newest knot. :-D
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Yezidis [Jan. 29th, 2005|05:11 pm]
Yezidi beliefs are a confusing mix of Islamic and even Zoroastrian elements, but in Iraq they have gained a reputation as "devil-worshippers" since they revere all of God's angels -- including the "fallen angel" known in some faiths as Satan.

According to Yezidis, "Malak Taus" was God's favorite angel, brought to Earth as a prophet of peace -- but this belief and some unusual customs have provoked mistrust from others.


Wondering if anyone on my friends list knows anything about the Yezedis. If you do, and if you could point me to some good references that explore their politics and religion, I would be very happy. :-D
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Knots and beads... [Jan. 15th, 2005|09:07 pm]
[current mind-set | artistic]
[soundtrack |Flogging Molly]

I was working on a head piece today when a little knot jumped up from the back of my brain and yelled "Tie me! tie me!!" So about 45 minutes or so later, I came up with the following knot.



Now obviously it is a work in the progress, and it can be tightened for a different look, but I was pretty happy with my new knot. I figured out that if I kept going around, I could make a basket, but I would want firmer and longer cord to do it... I think it might be the beginnings of a bigger knotty bra once I get it down well enough to do two side by side or find a decent way to connect two separate knots. They will be big and making two side by side with one continuous length of rope may prove difficult.

Oh, and while I am at it, isn't this cute? Beads are fun, but I always strain my neck and jaw when I work with them. :-( I like knotwork, because I can sit in a yoga posture to do it. :-) I need to find a more comfortable way to work with beads, because beadwork combined with knotwork is really nice...



I also made a new type of knotty thong. Haven't taken any pictures of those yet though...
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Land of Falling Lakes [Jan. 4th, 2005|06:30 pm]
Nestled in a cluster of lush mountains is a mysterious ancient forest known as the "Devil's Garden," where the olm, lynx, black stork, and Ural owl live together in an enchanted world of thunderous waterfalls, cascading lakes, and subterranean caverns. Not long ago, mankind nearly destroyed this land with warfare. But nature has found an ingenious way to rejuvenate this land, almost as if by miracle.

It is absolutely beautiful, check it out
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Cemetery shoot [Dec. 11th, 2004|07:47 pm]


four more )



Photos by [info]aryx
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I generally don't spread LJ drama around... [Nov. 8th, 2004|11:20 pm]
...but this isn't really drama so much as it is just the most hilarious thing I have ever seen on LJ.

This thread was referenced in the Wall Street Journal's Best of the Web feature today. (Scroll down to "Psychics stole the election!")
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Turkey Vulture [Oct. 20th, 2004|09:27 pm]
I took some cool pictures of one of my Turkey Vultures today. I got pictures of several of them, but they aren't as cool as this picture. This guy posed for me like this for a good 30 seconds or so. :-D

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(no subject) [Aug. 29th, 2004|09:31 pm]
[current mind-set | excited]
[soundtrack |Legendary pink dots]

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!!
I WANT! I WANT!! I WANT!!!

I think I want these ones for starters though... I think it will be a good way to learn some variations from poi spinning, and yeah, you can grab things and snap them and do wraps and all sorts of fun stuff.

Yesterday I spent my evening playing with a beautiful king snake. I love snakes, but don't think I could keep one as a pet. My cats probably would not like it... Anyhow... yeah... The whips made me think of the snake...

...wow. Dube makes a pretty nice one too... Not the top one, that one is not smooth enough and I don't care for the handle, it would probably be difficult to spin and crack... I think I will start with nylon though...
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This made me laugh... [Aug. 18th, 2004|10:56 am]
Holy-Wood Ka-Blah-Blah
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(no subject) [Jul. 22nd, 2004|12:23 pm]
This has been posted by a couple of people already, but it is a really interesting article...

Meteor clue to end of Middle East civilizations
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moonchild [Jul. 3rd, 2004|09:56 pm]
I am halfway through Crowley's 'moonchild' and this has to be the funniest damn book I have read in a while. Even more funny than Enochian Sex magick. I especially like the 'Edwin Arthwait' character. *snort* Crowely has to have had the intention to make this book a comedy.
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figures... [Mar. 2nd, 2004|11:11 pm]
Your age is 25.

Your Body Age is 21.



You actually received a Body Age score of -7.6 years, which would give you a Body Age of 17.4. However, 21 is considered the age of peak physical condition for this test. Therefore, you have a body considered to be in peak physical health.
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Tantras vs. Sutras... [Feb. 20th, 2004|09:48 pm]
[soundtrack |current 93]

The sutras are the common basis for all of the Buddhist schools throughout the world. The tantras are a more esoteric set of teachings while the sutras are more exoteric...

The tantric perspective is considered by most Tibetans to be the highest. The sutra level does not posit subtle mind and the clear lights; so we have to account for this continuity of self without invoking the concept of the subtle body and subtle mind. The tantra, or Vajrayana perspective is perfectly compatible with the Sutra view, but posits something further, namely a continuum of a very subtle vital energy which is of the same nature as that of the subtle mind. The twofold continuum is forever unbroken, and this is the subtle basis for designation of the self. The self can be designated on the basis of gross physical and mental aggregates, and also on the basis of these very subtle phenomena. There are certain occasions when the very subtle vital energy and mind are manifest, but the gross aggregates are not. You always have a basis of designation, either gross or subtle, for the self.

For this reason, you have a continuity, even after one has become enlightened and liberated from sangsara, at least according to the sutra level of interpretation. you can take the analogy of rivers coming from all different directions, merging into a single ocean where no distinct identities could be detected. However, that's not the position that Vajrayana takes, and I would dispute the claim that even in the state of enlightenment, continuum remains.

We can ask whether the continuum of the very subtle energy-mind also exists purely conventionally, or does it have some kind of substantial existence unlike everything else? It's existence is purely conventional, and this is an important point.

What designates the self on the basis of this very subtle energy mind? Does it designate itself? It does not. When the subtle energy mind is manifest, it is non conceptual. It does not cognize an object, or anything whatsoever. It is a nonconceptual state. When it manifests one has no sense of self, and that is the main point.

When we speak of designating a sense of self on the basis of the very subtle mind, this is done on a third person perspective, not from the first person. When the very subtle energy mind is manifest, it does not have the clear light as it's object, it is the clear light. You're not thinking in terms of existence, non existence, or any other conceptual category.

The very subtle energy mind is considered subtle relative to gross phenomena, but that does not mean that it is therefore findable under analysis, or that it has some substantial existence. Is the continuum of gross consciousness, with it's various mental processes somehow distinct from the continuum of very subtle energy mind? Do they have separate natures? No, they are rather an unbroken continuum of the very subtle energy mind, and from this arise the grosser mental states...


-Discussions with the Dalai Lama, Sleeping, Dreaming, and Dying

more on tantra )
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